RaNdOm!

Have you ever set down to type out a blog and then read through it thinking, "what exactly am I trying to say here?" I just typed a few paragraphs and had a funny title for a blog and then I couldn't organize my thoughts. I'm giggling thinking.. I need one of those story building things we used back in english class. Lets put my main topic in the middle bubble and then branch off into little bubbles about things I can say about it. HA it's funny. I was even looking at my general blog page thinking... what was the point of this blog. Honestly I created this blog so I can go and type away about how I'm feeling and not get slammed with a ba-gillion likes and comments, yes I'm referencing facebook here. But as I'm typing this I'm thinking,"what is the real goal of this blog, how do I want it to be structured. Do I want to make it a place where I update my life more here than on facebook? Do I want to get blog fancy with adding pictures and poles and funny little side stickers?" Of course I'd have to figure out how to do all that stuff but do I want to? I dont know. I'm like any other woman who thinks of an idea or two or three and then in no time her mind is in so many places she can't concentrate. Like I read the other day something about not being easily distrac- OH there's a squirrel. Something along those lines is how I feel when I'm writing. Kind of like this post now, it's all over the page and yet I'm still typing :) Funny thing though have you ever just picked up a pen and paper and sat down and wrote all the random thoughts that are flying through your brain? Its really relaxing afterwards because when you're done you ask yourself... hmm what else can I write down? And there is nothing else to write down.

For those of you reading this just close out of my blog for the time being.. it's 2 a.m. here in Hawaii and I can't sleep although I need to be, but yet I'm typing away like you all can respond to me at a moment's notice. Oh I bet you guys can't wait to see what I have to type when my world calpses here a few months... delete me now people. I'm not one to be followed lol goodnight!